Current mood:	tired
Current music:	david cook, "time of my life"

it's hot and they're blowing leaves everywhere
~yeah, landscape all ya want, but don't be blowing shit on my patio. they blew it all off then, but maybe cuz i was sitting on my couch on the phone and they could prob see i was right there lol. but it's loud and buzzy, and it's hot outside and i don't wanna open my patio door cuz of the noise! luckily, my place stays pretty cool, so just the fan is okay...though i think i'll have to put the air on tonight. it's supposed to be hotter tomorrow.

so i haven't updated in a bit cuz i was gonna and then lost power, and then i've been too tired or depressed or busy watching buffy to bother. so i can't really remember what i was gonna say, other than things are still craptacular and i have no idea how i'm ever gonna fix it. sometimes i think i will just go back to chicago (bri's demanding it now that josh is moving to az...i mean, demanding it more than she already did), but it'll have to be at least a year. we'll see. so yeah, still mostly unhappiness abounding. though at the moment, magic rainbows are making me happy, mostly cuz i'm thinking of the "david cook approves of magic rainbows" pic that rickey had during the stream of the concert lol. ahh, silliness.

well, i got fb20 (yay!!!), so i'm gonna eat and read that. so here's this, which is stupid cuz i don't like mustard. it's pretty true, though. go fig.

You Are Mustard

Your personality is strong and distinctive. You are beyond quirky. You can stand alone in the world well. You are a strong individual. You sometimes work well with others, as long as there aren't any other strong personalities involved. Your taste in food tends to be simple yet high quality. You can really get into a perfectly prepared sandwich or simple fresh salad. You get along best with ketchup and barbeque sauce personalities. Get you with a salsa personality, and things might become downright nasty!