Current mood:

angry

i wanna fucking quit
~i don't have a pissy icon i just realized. i should make one. need it here.

i am so sick of my job and my stupid bitch of a manager. i am seriously thinking of quitting, but i don't have another job idea. except for that weird guy who called to tell me to call him back, but if can't tell me anything about anything, then i'm not gonna call him again. it's too creepy for me, sorry.

but yeah. i'm sick of patty and her condecending little notes telling me to do my job when i am perfectly capable of doing my work on my own. and i'm sick of her not listening. and i'm sick of her having no clue about how i did anything, so she just does stuff differently and assumes her was is the only way. i mean, she wrote a whole like fucking letter about how i need to give her the override report, and i was like, i didn't even get a damn report! then suddenly, on my deak are all the reports from that morning...i mean, if she takes my stuff, i can't do my job. how the fuck can i give her something i don't have? what does she expect? and she was yelling about how i need to sign off calander stuff, and i told her i can't do that. she was like, uh....okay, like she didn't believe me. bill and i figured that out over a year ago...did she think i was putting papers in her box for no reason? that's how i say they're done, i give them to her. stupid...what has she been doing all these months? and she told me like 3 times that i had a call this morning, which i knew. i mean, i'm not a fucking 5 year old. i forgot once cuz i was training, it's not a big deal. again, i've been doing this stuff for over a year. i am not the new one here. plus she wouldn't listen when i told her i think larry was wrong about george's vac time. cuz if larry said so, then it must be true, but there's no way he only gets 5 days when i'm pretty sure i got 7 last year. and we should be the same. they fuck his stuff up, they fuck up mine as well. but no, don't listen to me, it's just my job. it's not like larry had given me a chart of all that earlier, nope. she expects me to do a supply count when she still hasn't printed me the list, and it was supposed to be done already but she forgot. plus, i've been helping in the back cuz shelly's off, so i'm not even really doing all the stuff i should be cuz of that. and it's stupid stuff, too. like i brought up some hangers that needed to be repriced yesterday morning for the cashiers to work on, and then someone shoved them by a register and they didn't get put away. and she's talking about my cart and my hangers. what the fuck would i have hangers for? i don't work in the department. i had nothing to do with them expect for the part where i brought the cart up front. that's it. ugh! it's just every little thing! i don't need to be told what to do cuz i am already aware of it! bill didn't need to tell me to do my job cuz i was already on it, and i'm beyond on top of things, but no, she feels the need to tell me what to do anyway. back the fuck off! i do not need constant supervision! i wish she'd go away. then i could have bill back, and things would be fine. i mean, wouldn't she think that if bill and i had been working together for a year that we'd have a system? and that maybe she should follow suit, seeing as how bill and i got all our stuff done? but no, she's a hag who likes to talk down to me like i'm an idiot child. one day, i swear i'm just gonna tell her to fuck off. i hate that i hate my job so much now. cuz i really don't mind my job much, even with all the extra stuff i have to do, but now i hate being there so so so much. i just don't wanna deal with her at all.

i actually think it'd be hillarious if i quit now, what with everyone else quitting. cuz no one would be there to train all the new hires lol. ahh, that'd be awesome. fuck you, bitch! appreciate me now, do ya?